dang.... i have like a slurry of mixed emotions right now. dealing with my mom being sad/depressed about not being w/ gramps and gramps being sick, and now for some odd reason, seeing my godbrother off to college is making me tear up. wtf is up? is it cuz im upset i have to go to school tomorrow (b/c frankly, im indifferent about that, happy to be out of the house, etc) or something else? i wish all of this would just go away. no more disease in the world, no more depression, no more money issues...

its true, more money, more problems